Feeling beautiful

I don't feel beatiful today, just biiiiig. I wonder why people keep saying I look good with my new haircut... I know I have a beautiful face even with my broken nose and crossed bite. But They must love me way much to think that with all the fat I could ever be beatiful. I hate myself in photos. I do not want to be anorexic, however, I want to fit my clothes comfortably. Shit!